FUTURE REFLECTIONS

Vol. 11, No. 3 

Summer, 1992

Barbara Cheadle, Editor 
                            Contents
Mom, What Does Blind Mean? by Pauletta Feldman

Blindness: From the Perspective of Sighted Children

Braille Competency Test Near Completion

JOE Committee Releases Braille Instruction Guidelines

Maryland Passes Braille Literacy Legislation by Sharon Maneki

Toy Ideas for Young Children

Hearing the Sunrise by Nancy Scott

An Eye for Art

Do You Wanna Go to the Store, Ted? by Ted Young

Independence: To Have and to Hold by Christine Boone

The Buddy System Program: Pathway to Independence by Pamela Dubel

Connecticut Parents Seminar by Sandy Killion

Homeschooling the Blind, Multihandicapped Child by Sandy Karpenko

On Becoming a Wise Consumer of Low Vision Services by Eileen

     Rivera, M.B.A.

Hear Ye! Hear Ye!
                  "MOM, WHAT DOES BLIND MEAN?"

                       by Pauletta Feldman

From the Editor : There are a few subjects in our society which

even the most sensitive and caring parent--or maybe I should say

especially the most sensitive and caring parent--finds difficult to

discuss with his/her children. It isn't a long list: sex, death,

drugs, AIDS, racial and religious prejudices are some that come to

my mind--with sex and death probably the most common. Just the

thought of trying to explain or answer a question about sex or

death to an inquisitive four-year-old can leave us with a pounding

heart and sweaty palms. No doubt the reasons are many and varied.

Sometimes the difficulty may arise out of ambivalent feelings: we

can't explain our beliefs to others--especially a child--because we

are not really sure what we believe. Often, however, our

awkwardness stems from a lack of experience and modeling. Maybe our

own parents never discussed such topics with us, and though we feel

knowledgeable and secure in our beliefs, we simply don't know how

to discuss them with children. Fortunately, there are many places

parents can turn to for help. Parenting classes, individual

counseling, religious faith, and self-help books are just some of

the avenues through which parents can get information and guidance.

     But what do you do if you have a blind child? Who is going to

tell you what to say when your child asks, "Mom, what does blind

mean?" Or, "Dad, am I blind?"
     Pauletta Feldman gave that question a great deal of thought.

I do not know all of the influences which shaped Paulette and her

thinking about blindness, but I do know some of them. Some years

ago she and her husband attended, by special invitation, a weekend

NFB-sponsored leadership seminar for parents of blind children. We

talked a great deal about blindness at that seminar--what it was,

what it wasn't, what we thought about it, and what we felt about

it. A number of the participants and leaders of the seminar were

themselves blind. Parents talked with, laughed with, argued with,

worked with, cried with, and learned to respect their blind

colleagues at the seminar. Since then, Pauletta has been a regular

reader of Future Reflections and the Braille Monitor, and some of

her articles written for a local parent group newsletter have

appeared in Future Reflections. 

     As I read Pauletta's article about her and her son's

discoveries about blindness, I thought of our family's journey. My

son is now 14, so we have come a little further down that road.

Chaz also has partial vision, which has added a slightly different

twist to the experience now and then. Our strategies, Pauletta's

and mine, were sometimes the same, sometimes different. I think I

feel less sadness, perhaps because I have been surrounded for so

many more years by normal, successful blind friends and colleagues.

But our goal, I believe, is the same: to raise a child who truly

believes that it is respectable to be blind. 

     Independence and success are important, but not enough. I

can't count the times have I heard blind adults say: "My parents

were great about letting me do the same things other kids were

doing when I was growing up. But the one thing they never did was

talk about blindness. It was only when I grew up and met the

National Federation of the Blind that I learned to feel good about

my blindness." 

     Fortunately, blind children today do not have to grow up

before they can encounter the positive philosophy and mutual

support of the National Federation of the Blind; it is here for

them--through you--right now. 

     Here is Pauletta's story as reprinted from the VIP News,

September/October 1991, issue.
It wasn't until my son, Jamie, was five years old that he finally

asked me that question. We'd used the word blind in conversation,

and he'd certainly heard it from other people. But we hadn't really

discussed blindness or its implications with Jamie. Maybe we were

just "chicken" and putting off the inevitable. However, we had

decided that we would handle discussions of blindness with Jamie as

we had handled discussions of sex with our older children: when

they started asking questions, we felt they were ready to be told

the facts.

So that day at naptime when Jamie asked about blindness, I sucked

in a big breath and summoned my courage. "Blind means that you

can't see with your eyes," I said. "I can see things with my eyes.

I can see the trees and the birds and all of the other things I

tell you about. But you see things in a different way than with

your eyes. You use your smart fingers and your smart ears." He was

quite satisfied with that answer and didn't pursue the subject

further that day. However in the days to come, he would ask

questions again. The kind of questions he asked led me to believe

that, in his mind, he wasn't the one that was different, I was! In

a way, it was like his first notion of differences among people was

of how they were different from him, rather than how he was

different from them. I liked that--I liked how self-confident and

self-loving he was.

For awhile, Jamie seemed to think that everybody we knew was blind

and that there were just a few people who could see. He began

asking about person after person in our family and among our

friends to sort out who was blind and who was not. Gradually he

came to realize that he knew more people who could see than who

could not. I'm so thankful that we knew other blind children and

adults so that as this realization dawned on him, he did not feel

isolated or alone. The blind people that we knew were really neat

people. They were friends and fun to be with, just like our other

friends. They were people that Jamie really liked, and he could

feel good about having something in common with them. 

Jamie began school and loved learning to read Braille. He became

very interested in how sighted people read. Then he began asking of

everyone we knew whether they read with their fingers or with their

eyes.

During the past two years since facing that first question, there

have been many incidents that have brought both hidden tears and

silent laughter as we have gone through Jamie's formation of

opinions about blindness. There was the day that he came home from

school very indignant because a teacher had mentioned that he

couldn't see. He said. "I told her that I can too see! I can see

the light!" Another day, as he and his brother sat at the kitchen

table doing homework, he asked accusingly, "Is Don doing his

homework with his eyes?" And he laid his face on his Brailled

worksheet and said, "Then I'm doing my homework with my eyes too!"

He decided that someday he was going to go to school with his

brother and then he would be able to read print because they didn't

teach Braille there.

He went through a phase of picking up some lingo and developing an

interest in degree of blindness. He'd ask of fellow visually

impaired students whether they were "totals" or "partials" (and of

course, he wasn't a "total" because he could see some light). He

also came up with some clever excuses. When reminded for the

umpteenth time not to poke his eyes, his response to me was very

patronizing, as if educating a child, "Mom, blind people just like

to do that!" Then there was the night near Christmas when we went

driving around to see the lights in the neighborhood. I tried to

describe them to Jamie, but he finally said with some boredom, "I

can't see the lights, Mom. But don't blame me! I'm blind"

As Jamie has gotten older, some of his responses to his blindness

have begun to be tinged with sadness. One day we read a little book

called, "Corky the Blind Seal," about a seal in a zoo who lost his

sight. The next day as he got off the school bus, he said, "I want

to be a bus driver when I grow up!" My heart ached, and I just

said,"I bet driving a school bus is fun, too." But when we got in

the house, he confessed. "I know I can't be a bus driver. Blind

people can't drive, and I'm blind. I'm glad I'm blind, Mom. I just

wish I could be blind like Corky the seal was blind, because he got

to see first." He asked if it was nice to be able to see, and I

said that it was. We talked about how he could see what I see using

his other senses, like when we went to the ocean he could feel the

water, taste its saltiness, hear its waves, and smell it, too. He

liked knowing that there were things that even people who were

sighted actually couldn't see, like the wind--that we had to hear

it and feel it to know it was there just like he did.

I've always wanted Jamie to feel good about himself. I haven't

wanted him to think that there is anything wrong with the way he

is. I haven't been able to bring myself to tell Jamie that,

according to some people, there is something wrong with being

blind. Maybe I'll regret this someday, but I figure in time he'll

learn. I hope he will come to me with his questions then and that

I'll be able to answer them. To me, blindness is a difference, a

source of sadness sometimes and inconvenience at others, but

there's nothing wrong with it.

Life is a journey of self-discovery. I want Jamie's journey to

bring self-love with the discovery of his many potentials and

capabilities as well as his personal limitations. We all have to

face certain limitations. It's how we cope with them that really

matters. So far, Jamie has always managed to find a silver lining

for every one of his clouds, to compensate for each limitation with

a special strength. Why just last week he said, "Mom, aren't you

glad I'm blind and have such smart fingers and can read Braille?

You can't read Braille with your fingers! You have to use your

eyes."

       BLINDNESS: FROM THE PERSPECTIVE OF SIGHTED CHILDREN

Editor's Note: The following two items--an article by Lauren L.

Eckery and a school essay by Rochella Cook--give us a peek into the

minds of two sighted children who have a special relationship with

someone who is blind. Lynden Eckery's mother, Lauren, is blind, and

Rochella has a younger sister who is blind. The article by Lauren

Eckery is reprinted from the November, 1991, Braille Monitor; the

essay by Rochella Cook was a school assignment, and was mailed to

Future Reflections by her mother, Esky Cook.

 
           Blindness: From the Perspective of Children

                       by Lauren L. Eckery
We have said many times throughout the years that children are the

hope for the future of the National Federation of the Blind. We do

not limit our hope to blind children, since sighted children will

also grow up either to help or to hinder our cause as we progress.

The children who will help us most will be those who have learned

early in life to recognize the real issues surrounding blindness.

If they carry this knowledge with them for the rest of their lives

and put it into useful practice, they will stand beside us,

constantly aware and totally convinced that sight is not

everything.

We often speak, particularly among ourselves, of the many incidents

in our lives which reek of unintended discrimination against the

blind and of the ways in which these words and actions bother us.

I think it is important that we do this. Discrimination and

oppression are an integral part of our reality.

However, our hope and enthusiasm in our Federation work and play

can be greatly enhanced by the wisdom and humor which come from

children who have given our blindness a second thought. I have

shared examples of this nature with you in the past. I have some

more recent examples, which I would now like to share with you. 

Not long ago I was walking home from work, traveling up Webster

Street. I heard the squeals and the roar of several small children

in joyful play with their wagons, cars, Big Wheels, and tricycles.

They were playing on the sidewalk. Suddenly, I heard a mother's

shriek of terror, "Watch out! Take those toys off the sidewalk

right now so she won't trip over them!" It sounded like a matter of

life and death. As I continued walking toward the children, I heard

them scurry to remove their toys from the sidewalk. 

One little boy didn't make it. As he was tugging away at his

vehicle, I approached him, saying "Hi" to him as I quickly

maneuvered around him and his vehicle by using my long white cane. 

Immediately he asked, "What's that?" As I explained to him how and

why I used my cane, I discovered other toys still on the sidewalk.

I remarked to him that it might be a good idea to take the rest of

the toys off the sidewalk since somebody might come along and trip

over them. I was astonished by his response. 

"But you finded 'em." Obviously he saw no need for panic since he

had just witnessed a demonstration that one did not have to see to

find the toys on the sidewalk.

Then there is my daughter Lynden. She seems to go through phases of

pretending her father and I are not really blind; being angry about

our blindness, complete with insulting behavior; and occasionally

being unusually realistic about our blindness.

One day this past winter, when I was ill, Lynden wanted one of her

school papers signed. My signature guide was not easily at hand.

Neither of us wanted to go get it. In the past, in a situation like

this, Lynden might have said, "Why can't I just sign it for you?"

I have explained to her that this is never a good idea. As her

mother, I can and will sign anything needing a parent's signature.

Her father will do the same. On this particular day, Lynden left

the room, busying herself in some mysterious activity. Returning,

she presented me with a paper signature guide which she had

fashioned herself. The accuracy of the shaping of this guide

assured me that she had indeed noticed and accepted the tool I have

used all these years to facilitate the independent signing of my

name. This was not an act of shame and anger, but one of

consideration, love, and respect.

Finally, I would like to share a poem which Lynden wrote. Her

third-grade class was given an assignment to write a poem about the

color green. Each poem was placed on a large green paper shamrock

for St. Patrick's Day.

Most of the references to color I hear from sighted people come in

predominantly visual terms. Although green is not Lynden's favorite

color, I think her description of green, with its inclusion of

other bodily senses--the good, the bad, and the fun of

life--demonstrates an open, wholesome, and heathy perspective on

the color green. With Lynden's permission, it is with a mother's

pride and with an editor's pleasure that I now share this poem:
                              Green

                 by Lynden Eckery (Spring, 1990)
Green is Spring

And a four-leaf clover,

And the feeling of running.

Green is the taste of mints.

Grass and fresh air smell green.

Green is the sound of a bird and a cricket.

Mouldy bread and a headache are green.

Green is camping.

--The End
Editor's Note: Everything is relative, so they say. Certainly it is

true that what is precocious behavior in a 2-year-old would be

childishly immature behavior in a 7-year-old. The deep insight of

a 10-year-old old is shallow thinking in a 21-year-old.

Understanding blindness is also relative to age and maturity. As

parents we need to understand this and encourage our children when

they express thoughts that are basically sound and appropriate for

their age level. Consider the following school essay. The young

girl who wrote it is attempting to demonstrate how wrong the public

is about what it believes about blindness. It is not a denial of

blindness (as the last sentence seems to imply), only a denial that

blindness necessarily means deprivation of all the small pleasures

and beauties of life. Here is Rochella's essay.
Essay Question: If you had the power to give anything to anyone,

what would it be and to whom would you give it?
Rochella Cook, Baltimore, Maryland.
My sister is blind. She is seven. She has black, curly hair and a

few freckles. I would give her sight. I would show her all those

pretty colors. Bright, glaring red; soft, soothing pink; grassy,

shiny green; and light, sky blue. I would show her the striking sky

during a sunset. I would show her the gorgeous rainbow after a

rainstorm. I would show her flowers beginning to bloom and flashing

traffic lights. I would show her smoke as it curls and wiggles away

into the sky. I would show her a little, red balloon as it climbs

highter and higher into the sky. I would show her all the

photographs she never saw before. I would show her and show her

until there was nothing left to show her.

But someone already beat me to this present. My sister can see. She

can see by feeling, by smelling, by hearing, and by tasting. When

she eats a fireball, she says, "This is red!" When she hears rain

pouring and thunder booming she says, "It's grey outside!" When she

smells burning, she says, "Oh no! It's black!" My sister is not

really blind. 
            BRAILLE COMPETENCY TEST NEARS COMPLETION

Reprinted from the April-June, 1992, issue of the NEWS, a

publication of the National Library Service for the Blind and

Physically Handicapped.
     The first of the National Literary Braille Competency Test's

examinations has been submitted to the editorial committee for

comment and review, according to Claudell Stocker, head of the NLS

Braille Development Section (BDS).

The National Literary Braille Test is designed to evaluate Braille

reading and writing skills. It will test the educator's performance

in slate and Braille writer skills, Braille reading skills, and

knowledge of Braille code rules not included in the writing and

reading sections.

     "We are developing the test at the request of many

professionals in the field of blindness and from organizations of

and for the blind who wanted a test that would evaluate Braille

skills of teachers of blind children and adults," explains Stocker.

"The Library of Congress was asked to develop and administer the

test because of the integrity we have demonstrated in the

transcription certification program and because they felt we had

the most expertise in the area of Braille." She also noted that the

petitioners were impressed with the Library's "apolitical" status:

it is impartial to "teachers, universities, or other

organizations."

     The test will take four to six hours to complete and will be

given locally with the applicant responsible for selecting a site,

identifying a monitor, and arranging a testing date. The monitor,

however, will receive instructions on administering the test from

BDS. A score of 85 will be required to pass. A candidate has three

chances to pass at six-month intervals. A person failing the third

time will not be eligible for retesting for one year, during which

time he or she will be advised to receive more Braille instruction

through a Library of Congress program or a university.

     NLS director Frank Kurt Cylke says that the effort is part of

the National Library Service for the Blind and Physically

Handicapped's long commitment to Braille literacy. "From the

beginning," he says, "we have been concerned about literacy needs,

and this is another step in our efforts to make Braille more usable

and available throughout the country."

     "Braille is a vital literacy tool," says Judy Dixon, NLS

consumer relations officer, explaining that it is the major reading

and writing system for blind people. However, there is concern that

"teachers receive only a minimal amount of Braille instruction

during their training." She further says that by ensuring that

teachers of blind people know the Braille code, school systems will

be more comfortable recognizing the need for such instruction.

     In addition, the focus on literacy across the nation has

shifted some attention to Braille literacy and some states are

beginning to pass legislation requiring that Braille be taught to

blind and partially sighted children. According to James Gashel,

director of governmental affairs, National Federation of the Blind,

"Arizona, Kansas, Louisiana, Maine, Missouri, Minnesota, South

Carolina, South Dakota, and Texas are some of the states that we

know have adopted Braille literacy legislation, and there may be

more." The importance of this legislation is that it "changes the

presumption" that partially sighted children will read print and

maybe Braille. "This legislation," states Gashel, "says that a

blind child with some vision will read Braille, and may read

print."

     Tom Martin, assistant chief of the Network Division, says that

such activity is "likely to increase the extent to which network

library Braille collections are used, perhaps initially for the

younger readers of Braille, but over time, certainly for Braille on

all reading levels."

     Other endeavors in promoting Braille literacy by NLS include:

* The development of two new certificates in math and music

proofreading;

* Modifications of the math Braille course to accommodate blind

people;

* Development of new brochures to encourage volunteers in Braille

literacy efforts;

* Development of a unified Braille code in cooperation with the

Braille Authority of North America and the International Council on

English Braille; and

* Continuing education of more than 200 Braille training groups

through conducting workshops for transcribers, distributing

information, and recruitment assistance.
     Test One of the National Literary Braille Competency Test is

due back from the twelve-member committee by May 1, 1992. After BDS

revisions, the test will face a fifty-member peer professional

review. It is scheduled for release early in 1993.

     Teacher competency tests in music, math, and computer Braille

are also under consideration for development in the near future.
From the same issue of NEWS comes this announcement:
      JOE COMMITTEE RELEASES BRAILLE INSTRUCTION GUIDELINES
     Guidelines released by the Joint Organizational Effort

committee (JOE), a group of organizations of and for blind persons

in the United States and Canada, say that both print and Braille

should be included in a visually impaired child's curriculum if

parents and school administrators cannot agree on which medium is

best for the student.

     JOE, which is committed to improving Braille competency, also

said that if parents and administrators agree on a medium, whether

Braille or print, the student should be taught that medium.

     Braille literacy has long been an issue in the blind

community, but with the recent emphasis on literacy and the

Americans with Disabilities Act of 1991 that mandates accessibility

for all Americans, it has once again been pushed to the forefront.

     The Joint Organizational Effort committee was instrumental in

NLS's development of the National Braille Literary Competency Test.

Its members include the American Foundation for the Blind, the

Association for Education and Rehabilitation of the Blind and

Visually Impaired, the Blinded Veterans Association, the Canadian

Council of the Blind, the Canadian National Institute for the

Blind, the National Federation of the Blind, and NLS.
          MARYLAND PASSES BRAILLE LITERACY LEGISLATION

                        by Sharon Maneki
     On May 12, 1992, a group of jubilant Federationists traveled

to Annapolis to take part in the ceremony in which Governor William

Donald Schaefer signed the Literacy Rights and Education Act For

Blind and Visually Impaired Students into Law. Delegate Sheila

Hixson and Senator Arthur Dorman, the bill's prime sponsors, also

took part in the ceremony to share in our victory. This was a

momentous occasion not only for the blind of Maryland, but also for

the blind of the nation.

     Under this law: a.) a blind or visually impaired student's

need for Braille shall be presumed when developing the

Individualized Education Program; b.) the student's current and

future literacy needs must be considered; c.) Braille is not

required when it has been determined that the student does not need

it; d.) requirements for the certification and recertification of

vision teachers shall be strengthened; and e.) the Maryland State

Department of Education shall coordinate the availability of

textbooks in non-visually accessible formats.

     The road to victory was a long and difficult one. The National

Federation of the Blind is a pro-active organization that responds

to the needs of blind persons and never evades its responsibility.

Throughout the 1980s, we listened bitterly as blind adults who grew

up as visually impaired children expressed frustration at their

lack of Braille skills. We shared the anguish of parents whose

pleas for instruction in Braille for their blind children were

denied by vision teachers and school officials. We could not

understand why Barbara and John Cheadle had to go through two years

of due process procedures in order to obtain Braille instruction

for their son Charles. It took concerted efforts by parents of

blind children and blind persons in the National Federation of the

Blind to correct this unacceptable situation. As it turned out,

much persistence would be needed to change the attitudes of

educators and to win the hearts of legislators about the importance

of Braille.

     One of the best vehicles for change is legislation. In 1986,

the NFB of Maryland was the first affiliate to ask its state

legislature to enact legislation to ensure Braille literacy for

blind and visually impaired students. This legislation quickly

became embroiled in controversy due to the opposition of the

Maryland School for the Blind. 

     Although this initial effort was unsuccessful, we continued to

take every opportunity to bring the Braille issue to the attention

of legislators, educators and the general public. Day by day, year

by year, we made progress. By 1991, we had changed attitudes

sufficiently so that consumers and educators could begin to

negotiate the terms for a literacy bill, and we proceeded to have

a literacy bill introduced in the 1992 session of the General

Assembly. House and Senate Versions of the bill were introduced

with 32 House sponsors and 13 Senate sponsors. 

     Then, prior to the hearing of the Senate version of the

literacy bill, we learned that the Department of Education was

proposing an amendment which would eliminate one of the bill's

major points. The Maryland State Department of Education argued

that the "presumption of Braille" clause of the bill conflicted

with the federal law requirement to develop an Individual Education

Program for each student. We argued that this clause was not a

violation of federal law since Braille was not required if the IEP

team found it unnecessary. The Attorney General of Maryland issued

an opinion which said in part: "...the bill does not prevent

development of individualized education programs, or limit the

variety of services available for those programs." With this ruling

in hand, we persisted with our efforts well beyond the committee

hearings and ceased our activity only when the final victorious

vote had been recorded. 

     While individuals can sometimes cause change, it takes

collective action to move mountains. Success with a Braille

literacy bill in one state provides the impetus for the passage of

similar bills in other states. The successful passage of literacy

bills in Kansas, Texas and several other states helped us achieve

our success in Maryland. The Maryland Attorney General's opinion on

the presumption issue will help affiliates in other states win this

argument. 

     The advantage of a national organization to develop model

legislation and to assist its state affiliates with securing the

passage of legislation is extremely important. Just as we developed

a model white cane law which was passed in every state in the 1950s

and 1960s, we will pass Braille literacy legislation in every state

in the 1990s.

     As we move from the lawmaking phase to the law enforcement

phase of our struggle for literacy in Maryland, we must work to

develop regulations to determine which students should learn

Braille and to establish standards of Braille competency for vision

teachers. We can only hope that the foundation of cooperation and

mutual respect that we have begun to build with Maryland educators

will make the accomplishment of this phase easier and faster than

the first. 

     We cannot abandon our responsibility to ensure that blind and

visually impaired children are adequately taught the skills of

literacy. Maryland parents who ask for Braille instruction for

their blind children now have the force of law to back up their

request. Through the collective action of the National Federation

of the Blind, every blind and visually impaired child will regain

his right to literacy and education.
                  TOY IDEAS FOR YOUNG CHILDREN 

Reprinted from the VIP Newsletter. Original title, "Christmas Gift

Ideas."
     What can I get my child for Christmas? This list of gift

suggestions was put together by the staff of the Center for Blind

and Visually Impaired Children, Milwaukee, Wisconsin. Most of these

toys can be found at your local toy store.
               Tactile Toys for the Early Learners

1. Koosh balls

2. Caterpillar squeak toy or wrist toy

3. Spiney hedgehog squeak toy

4. Clutch ball with knobs (good to hold and put in mouth)

5. Plastic slinky in bright orange color
                           Light Toys

1. Disney Lighted Mobile

2. Disney Carousel and Music Box
              Cause/Effect Toys for Early Learners

     (These toys will give a response to a child's action.)

1. Teddy Beddy Bear Jack-in-the-box by Fisher Price. Roll the box

to get the bear to pop-up.

2. Push 'n Dance Bear by Tomy. Push down on a globe, the globe

squeaks and the bear moves.

3. Push 'n Go Merry-Go-Round by Tomy. Push down on handle and a

dinging bell rings for fifteen seconds.

4. Playskool Band. Makes six different instrument sounds. Child

sits under the toy as if holding a table on lap.

5. Popping Car by Fisher Price. Roll it back and forth to produce

a popping sound made by balls hitting a trap door and then popping

up into a globe.

6. Little Tykes piano or zylophone. Uses an up-and-down hand motion

to produce a sound. The sound is not continuous and requires a hand

motion for each sound.

7. Two-foot-long mini-organ. Plays like a piano or organ or in

auto-play will produce an entire melody with one key stroke.

8. Vibrator pillow. Small, plush pillow that vibrates when pushed

in the middle. (Found with back rest pillows in personal products

department.)

9. Personal massager (egg shaped). Push down action on a small

ball. One name brand in Patata by Homedics.

10. Sound animals. Small, plush, hand-held animals that make a

sound when you tip them over.
                        Visual Motor Toys

1. Stacking rings

2. Pegboards. Get one with pegs that are stackable.

3. Pounding toys. There are several wooden or plastic versions. One

has four balls which child hits with a mallet. Balls are pounded

into a hole, roll down a ramp, and then appear out of a hole in the

bottom.

4. Formboard puzzles that use geometric shapes rather than cutouts

of food or toys. These shapes are more easily recognized by our

children.
              Preschool Ideas for the 4's and 5's 

1. Popoids

2. Duplo blocks

3. Fisher Price Alphabet Desk

4. Memory match cards and lotto board matching games

5. Nesting cups (circles are the easiest to fit together)

6. Magnetic blocks

7. Magnetic mosaic or parquetry blocks to make designs

8. Write Start (wipe-off cards to practice pre-writing skills)

9. Visual discrimination worksheet activity books (practice

concepts like same and different, mazes, matching letters and

numbers.

10. Fun With Food items by Fisher Price

11. Little Tykes tea set (larger pieces for easy handling)

12. Light Brite (Practice fine motor control by putting pegs into

holes on a vertical plane. Promote creative play and reinforce

color recognition.)
                 Cause/Effect Toys for Toddlers

1. Busy boxes such as the Touch 'n Talk Train

2. Pop-ups. Push a button and a toy pops up.

3. Pop-up Pals. Disney or Sesame Street themes. Each of five

buttons causes different character to appear.

4. Discovery Cottage by Fisher Price.

5. Music boxes to reinforce twisting and winding wrist motion.

6. Sounds-go-round. Uses a pull-down handle to produce a sound.

7. Spinning Bee. Push down on the handle to make the toy spin while

the bee flies inside the clear globe.

8. Color Spin. A set of eight colorful balls rotate in a clear

globe as the child slides his hand on a roller ball.

9. Playskool flashlight. Light can rotate between red, green, and

white.

10. Playdough is always a winner.

11. Sparkle Doll. When doll is pushed her earrings and heart light

up.

12. Jack-in-the-box with a large handle

13. Brite Bear by Colorforms
                       HEARING THE SUNRISE

                         by Nancy Scott
     I am a person who happens to be totally blind. Because of my

blindness, most people would not say that I "see" things, but these

people do not know the many definitions of "sight". Check any

dictionary and you will find that only a few definitions of "see"

reflect visual meanings. If you "see" what I mean, for instance.

     Many people, though, keep insisting that I miss a lot by not

having vision. This is true in some situations, but I would like to

turn the tables. As an example, how many sighted people routinely

pay attention to the exact moment when the brightness of a new day

reaches their windows? In my house, sunrise never goes unnoticed.

Thanks to a nifty and inexpensive piece of technology which is

actually an advertising novelty, I herald the sunrise each morning

in song.

     The nifty technology is a small, plastic disk with a light

sensor on one side. In the winter I have a disk at both ends of my

house on kitchen and bedroom window sills. When the day brightens

enough at the respective window, the sensor sings a verse of "My

Way" in electronic music similar to the musical greeting cards. In

the summer, because the sun rises so early, I only use a light

sensor in my kitchen window.

     I have enjoyed learning about light from my singing sensors.

First, I learned that the brightness never hits both windows at the

same time, although it is always within about two minutes from

kitchen to bedroom. Also, sunrise occurs earlier as the year

progresses. And the sun doesn't have to shine brightly, since the

disks will sing on rainy days, too; although they usually sing

later. Very bright flashes of lightning will activate the

sensors--which might give me some good indication about when to

unplug appliances in a summer storm.

     The pitch of the kitchen's "My Way" is a bit higher than the

bedroom's. You could say that the "view" is in a different key. Of

course, the real differences in pitch are determined by the luck of

the manufacturer's draw. Either way, I can tell from anywhere in

the house which window is receiving daylight just by the pitch. In

the winter, I can be awakened by sunlight coming in the window (I

could do this in the summer, too, if I wanted to wake up around six

a.m.). Instead of having the sun in my eyes, I get its song. I

never miss it. How many sighted people "see" like that?

     For further information or to order light sensors for your

experiments in "seeing", contact Wessian Specialties, P. O. Box

20015, Cleveland, OH 44120-0015. These light sensors are also very

useful in checking if room lights are on or off. So have fun

hearing the light in your world, especially hearing the sunrise.
                         AN EYE FOR ART

Editor's Note: The following article by David Halbrook appeared in

the Times-Call, Longmont, Colorado, Sunday, January 26, 1992. It

was recently reprinted in the Braille Spectator, the newsletter of

the NFB of Maryland.
      An Eye for Art, Woman Brings Unique Vision to Gallery

                        by David Halbrook
     Several years ago, Tina Blatter tumbled into an artistic

crisis. Fretful that her future hinged on duplicating the style of

other painters, Blatter punished herself to render an exact

likeness of the world around her. It wasn't a pleasant chore for

someone legally blind since birth and able only to discern vague

outlines of her subjects. Then a photographer gave her a

revelation.

     "This woman spent thousands of dollars on camera lenses to

distort things," Blatter recalled. "She said, `You can do it

naturally, so why try to make everything perfect?' It was one of

those things that really influenced me. It gave me permission to be

myself and not try to make everything real realistic."

     To behold Blatter's work--her exhibit is on display through

February at the Lafayette Art Center, 101 S. Public Road--is to

experience life in the abstract. It is to see and feel familiar

objects and scenes jolted from normal context. It is art that

commands full attention of the senses. 

     Employing all manner of media--smooth stones, rhinestone stars

and half-moons, stained glass paper-mache, flower petals and pine

needles--Blatter calls it two-dimensional, or tactile art.

     "I'm very aware of colors and things around me, and I try to

be creative and imaginative as opposed to literal in how I see

things in my art," she said. "I didn't come to the idea of tactile

art until I was an adult because we learn from an early age we're

not supposed to touch things.

     "I find children and blind people really enjoy it because most

galleries and museums forbid us to feel things. A blind friend

recently went to a museum and came back saying, `Wow, I counted 18

glass cases.'"

     A new resident of Colorado, Blatter divides her time between

creating and marketing her art and teaching the county's blind at

Boulder's Center for People with Disabilities. It is a good mix,

she said, for supporting oneself full-time as an artist in a new

setting takes patience--and energy. Often she must load herself and

her art onto a bus to market it at galleries across the Front

Range.

     Now uniquely her own, Blatter's style evolved, surprisingly,

from a study of Henri Matisse. "Matisse was going blind in the late

stages of his career," she said. "He found it easier to cut pieces

of paper to create his art. That gave me the idea of cutting petals

out of foil and ribbon to help me see colors and shapes. I later

learned that many of the early impressionists, like Monet, had

sight impairments. They just painted what they saw."

     "I spend a lot of time educating gallery owners about

blindness. Only later can we meet on the common ground of art," she

said. "Certainly I'd like to someday be viewed as an artist first.

Then maybe the headlines won't always say `Blind Artist.'"
               DO YOU WANNA GO TO THE STORE, TED?

                          by Ted Young

The following article is reprinted from the July-August, 1991,

issue of the Braille Monitor. The introductory remarks are those of

Barbara Pierce, the very able Associate Editor of the Braille

Monitor. 
From the Associate Editor: Only rarely in life is one's fate

determined by a single irreversible act. Most of the time we look

back and notice that a series of small acts and decisions have

shaped our outlook on life and our skills for meeting its

challenges. This is a comforting thought since it means that

evolving patterns of dependency or timidity can be reversed if one

has a little perseverance and grit. Parents, of course, play a key

role in shaping their children's attitudes toward themselves and

the world around them; and it is worth a little parental reflection

to consider in what ways they may unintentionally clip their

children's wings, particularly those of their blind children.

     Ted Young is the president of the NFB of Pennsylvania. In the

Spring, 1991, edition of The Blind Activist, the publication of the

National Federation of the Blind of Pennsylvania, he wrote about

such a small but important episode in his own life. All parents of

blind children should take heart from the courage shown by Ted's

mother. Here is the story:
     The other day I had occasion to wonder why it is that some

blind persons are more willing to be independent than others. Yes,

I know that this is true of sighted people as well, but that truism

was not the point of my contemplation. Anyway, the question carried

me back in thought to my first real assertion of independence. I

don't know its relevance for anyone else, but perhaps it would

prove helpful to a parent confronted with a similar situation.

     My parents were not particularly overprotective. My father

figured out that I could tell if a fish was biting by holding the

line and taught me how to fish. My mother talks about how hard it

was to follow the advice of the first expert in blindness she ever

talked to by letting me wander about the house, bumping into things

on my own. But, hard or not, she sat back and let me do it. The

problem was that my parents were no more prepared than others to

deal with a blind child, and there wasn't a lot of professional

help or advice available in central Pennsylvania. As a result,

although they knew what I could do when I was being watched or was

on familiar territory, they had their fears about letting me be

outside the house by myself.

     How well I remember that familiar, friendly house of my

childhood. Despite the leaking roof and the landlord's complaining

because the rent was overdue, despite the many times my mother had

little to put on the table for a meal, it was security and home. My

world was my often-grouchy father, my always-caring and loving

mother, and my three sometimes-okay sisters. I vividly remember

being pulled from that security at the age of four to be dropped

into the unfamiliar environs of the Overbrook School for the Blind,

where I would spend nine months a year until high school

graduation.

     As time went by I learned to wander, play, and enjoy things

indepedently on the grounds of Overbrook. Here there was no

question. I was out on the sidewalks and grounds playing, running,

or walking independently with my friends. I was, in short,

experiencing my own capacities.

     Now we come to that sultry summer day the recollection of

which started these ruminations. I can't remember whether I was

seven or eight, but I know that I had been to Charlie's, the nearby

grocery store, many times with my sisters. What a great place it

was--filled with the pleasant smells of meats, vegetables, and

coffee and run by a friendly owner who gave candy to the kids. To

get there one needed only to walk down the front steps of my house,

make a left turn, walk a half block to the corner, turn left again,

and walk another half block. That's right; no alleys or streets to

cross, no big deal, unless you happen to be the caring mother who

doesn't know what best to do for her blind child.

     I'm not sure when it occurred to me that, although my sisters

were sent to the store all the time, my mother never asked me to

go. I do know that on the day in question none of my sisters could

be found, and my mother was complaining that she would have to drop

what she was doing and go to the store herself. I told her not to

worry; I would go for her. That offer was immediately and firmly

declined. Although I cannot remember the argument that followed, I

do remember telling my mother that I could do it, and I remember

her stating that I wasn't going to try. I ended the argument by

telling her that I was going to the store, and she could find me

there. She replied that I'd better not. I guess she didn't believe

me because she eventually went upstairs, at which point I sneaked

out the door and was on my own. Down the street and around the

corner to Charlie's I went, feeling guilty but good. The problem

was that once I got to Charlie's, I had no money to spend, and I

needed to wait there since I wanted my mother to come and see that

I could make it on my own. I did the only thing I could think of at

the time which was to sit on the front step of the store and play

with a leaf.

     I won't go into the beating I got for disobedience or the day

or two that followed in which I practiced nonverbal resistance. I

was furious to realize that my demonstrated abilities were being

ignored and discounted and was determined not to give in. The only

protest I could think to make was silence. Although I never

discussed it with her, I believe my mother was torn between the

need to punish disobedience and her recognition of my need to be

treated like any other child. That was the situation two days later

when my mother helped with a major step in my development by

phrasing the simple question, "Do you wanna go to the store, Ted?"
                INDEPENDENCE: TO HAVE AND TO HOLD

                       by Christine Boone

Editor's Note: This article is reprinted from the Feburary, 1992,

Braille Monitor. The introductory remarks are those of the Braille

Monitor Associate Editor, Barbara Pierce.
From the Associate Editor: Christine Boone is an independent young

wife and mother who has worked hard for the Federation wherever she

has lived since she first found the organized blind movement. She

has learned the truth of the poet's statement that "Stone walls do

not a prison make, Nor iron bars a cage." The most formidable

limitations that stifle humanity are chains that bind the spirit,

and most of these are forged in the human mind itself.

     Independence is a subtle and often misunderstood treasure.

People who are losing their sight frequently rail at their loss of

independence, by which they mean their inability to do things in

the same old way. And if they refuse to master the skills that will

enable them to carry out their daily responsibilities using

alternative techniques, they are correct, for they will be forever

dependent on those around them. We humans don't like change,

especially change imposed on us against our wills, so it frequently

happens that we focus our dislike on the manifestations of our

altered condition: "I wouldn't be caught dead using a cane." "I

don't need Braille." And gradually the prison walls rise around us,

cutting us off both from what we have been and from what we have

the power to become. 

     But independence is also a slippery thing. Even when we think

it is safely and permanently in our grasp, it can ooze away without

our having noticed what was happening. The National Federation of

the Blind has always expended a good deal of energy breaking down

all kinds of prison walls and striking off the chains that bind

blind people. Sometimes the job requires that we insist on the

right to good rehabilitation training. Sometimes we must fight for

legal protections for those demanding equal treatment. And

sometimes we are called upon to struggle against the temptation to

sit back and let others do things for us. Here is Christine Boone's

story of such a struggle:
     The first white flakes of winter swept past us on the wind as

my children and I hurried along the sidewalk toward home. As we

reached the corner, I took a small hand in each of mine, listened

carefully above the sound of the wind, and asked my son Edward if

he thought it was safe for us to cross. "Yes Mommy, it's cold!" 

I admonished, "Look to your left; do you see that car coming?" 

     "Oh yes, we have to wait, Mommy. I knew that."

     "Well if you knew that, why did you say we could go?" I asked

as the car sped past on the already-damp street. 

     "I don't know; I just did," he replied in the matter-of-fact

tone of a three-and-a-half-year-old. 

     I bent down and repeated the old "Stop, look, and listen"

routine for what seemed like the hundredth time. Then we crossed

the street together, hurried the last quarter block, and stepped

gratefully into the snug warmth of our home.

     Later, as I baked a batch of Halloween cookies while Edward

and Katie took afternoon naps, I pondered the events of the

morning. Was there anything so unusual about our walk together? Not

really. These walks had become something of a routine since my

decision to take a year off from work and stay home with my little

ones. It was a good routine at that--one which we all treasured.

There was a bouquet of fall leaves on the buffet--leaves gathered

lovingly by the children and carried carefully home, where I

arranged them in a basket which was proudly displayed for all to

see. Edward and Katie did not wonder at the ability of a blind

mother to make a fall decoration or to keep them out of harm's way

during a walk along the highways and byways of Albuquerque. Nor

should they wonder about such things. For me, as for countless

other blind men and women today, the absence of eyesight is an

inconvenience at times but nothing more. But it had not always been

that way for me.

     In 1977 I entered college at the University of Colorado. To

say that I was painfully shy would be the understatement of the

decade. Julie, my roommate, was also not long on courage, but

people seemed to warm to her somehow, while I, in my need to

exhibit an independence which I did not feel, tended to push people

away without realizing it. At any rate, there we were, both blind

but neither choosing to admit it. We shuffled around campus never,

of course, carrying canes; yet somehow, by the grace of God and our

fellow students who occasionally took pity on us, managing to make

it to most of our classes.

     As the months passed, we grew more accustomed to the layout of

the campus and a little less frightened about venturing forth. Then

we began receiving phone calls about an organization of blind

people which met every month in Boulder. At first we had no

intention of associating with "those blind people." But the woman

who called us--Anne was her name--was always so kind, and it never

seemed to offend her that we didn't attend her meetings. So after

a few months we broke down and said yes. 

     How well I remember that first meeting! It was run very

efficiently by a blind president. The books seemed to be well-kept

by a blind treasurer. The minutes were thorough and were quickly

read in Braille by a blind secretary. Most impressive of all,

however, was what happened after the meeting adjourned. All of

those blind people left for their homes; they just left! It was

dark outside, and I, caneless, was feeling a bit nervous about

walking the three blocks to my sorority house. And here were these

blind people just tapping their canes in front of them and heading

off down the street or to the bus stop, without concern or

hesitation. That night marked the beginning of a richer life for

me, a life full of freedom and adventure.

     Julie and I both began to use canes. She was already

enlightened enough to use Braille regularly and well, and she

encouraged me to use it too. I had learned the system in high

school but had never really used it in my daily life. Our other

Federation friends taught us the finer points of cane travel, and

we soon began taking part in national conventions, Washington

Seminars, NAC-tracking, and other Federation activities. Before we

quite knew what had happened, we were confident, competent blind

people, graduating from college. The year was 1981.

In 1982 I moved to Nebraska to take a job with the Nebraska

     Services for the Visually Impaired, and before long I was

teaching cane travel to blind adults in the Orientation Center

there. While in Nebraska, I met and married my husband Doug.

     Because Doug is also a cane travel instructor and a truly

enlightened sighted person, he expected and demanded that I, as a

blind person, live what we taught in the Center; and this belief in

me, together with my continued work as a travel teacher, brought me

to the pinnacle of my own independence. There was really nothing I

thought I could not do and nowhere I thought I could not go. It was

a wonderful feeling, one I thought I would never lose.

     Then, in the winter of 1987, we moved to the wild Pacific

coast of Oregon, where Doug had taken a job with the Oregon

Commission for the Blind. For the first time in my adult life, I

found myself unemployed and living in a small town with no public

transportation. True, Lincoln City did have a cab--one little car,

driven by one man who routinely left town for a day or two at a

time, taking with him my only transit. Furthermore, though the town

was only a half mile wide, it was seven miles long, which meant

that walking to most stores and other businesses involved trekking

two or three miles each way, usually in the rain--an exercise I did

not relish.

     Well there I was, watching the cold, gray winter change

imperceptibly to the cold, gray summer and wondering what to do

with myself. I went to the nearest unemployment office (forty miles

away) and filled out applications. I sent out resumes, had some

interviews, became pregnant, and volunteered two days a week at the

local Chamber of Commerce as a tourist information specialist.

     After ten months on the coast, we were transferred to

Portland, where I immediately lumbered to the nearest bus stop and

rode off in a state of exhilaration to visit my obstetrician. In

the weeks that followed, I traversed the hills of Portland, both on

foot and by bus. Then Edward was born, and I settled into a routine

which did not involve much in the way of independent travel. It was

very easy for me to rationalize this new behavior. There were no

sidewalks in our part of town, and we lived near a busy street. It

would be extremely dangerous for me to wheel Edward in his stroller

along Garden Home Road with its speeding drivers, steep ditches,

and sharp curves. Of course, the bus stop was on our corner, and I

did not even need to transfer to reach the grocery store, the mall,

or the downtown area beyond. Nevertheless, I generally confined

myself to walking the quiet streets of our neighborhood, taking the

bus only once to the grocery store, and riding downtown or to the

mall only if I had a very pressing reason. 

     Then it was time for the National Convention in Chicago, and

we packed up the baby and set out, ready to see old friends and

learn new things. When we arrived, I was unprepared for the

feelings of insecurity which overwhelmed me as we stepped through

the door of the Hyatt into that throng of Federationists. No, it

was not my first convention, far from it! I had participated in

conventions for years, teaching cane travel seminars, working crowd

control, and helping people to learn their way around the hotels

and surrounding areas. Yet this year was different--gone was the

confidence which I had once taken for granted, and I slipped almost

unconsciously into the pattern I had begun to follow at home. I

went everywhere with Doug, not using sighted guide technique, of

course, but following him or waiting for him to tell me which way

we needed to go. Even more startling was the fact that he was as

unaware of the change as I and did nothing to encourage me to

strike out on my own. The decrease in my independence had occurred

so gradually that neither of us recognized the change. You see, it

is true: skills which we do not use, we begin to lose. It becomes

all too easy to rationalize this loss of independence and, almost

inevitably, of the self-worth that accompanies it without realizing

the extent to which in so doing we jeopardize our own self-respect

as well as the respect of others. Fortunately for me, my colleagues

in the National Federation of the Blind are the best kind of

friends anyone could have. They were not about to let me compromise

the independence which I had worked so hard to attain.

     It was about the third day of the convention, and I was having

lunch with Rosemary Lerdahl. Rosemary had been my supervisor when

I taught in the Orientation Center, and she is a dear friend and a

wonderful person. She began asking me about the things I had done

since coming to Chicago. After listening to my answers, she

suggested that I take in the Exhibit Hall, the Taste of Chicago,

and the shopping when convention wasn't in session. I explained how

difficult it was to do all those things with a baby along, and she

looked over at Edward, who was intermittently watching the

waterfall and smiling at passers-by. She calmly remarked that he

might enjoy some of those attractions too, and besides, there was

childcare. What could I say? I summoned up all of my nerve and

asked quietly, "Rose, do you think I'm incompetent; I mean, have I

lost my skills?" 

     "Well I have noticed that they seem a little rusty, and I

think you have lost a little of your self-confidence." Her reply

confirmed my worst fears. My independence was gone, and everybody

knew it. Federationists are not oblivious; they know when a

colleague who once traveled independently and well ceases to do so,

but neither are Federationists judgmental or critical. We stand

ready to lend help and support in enabling one another to be the

best we can. In keeping with this precept, Rosemary did not

criticize me or ask how I could have let my independence slip and

my confidence erode.

     The next morning, when we left our hotel room, Doug walked

silently beside me, stopping whenever we came to a turning to let

me decide which way we needed to go. Lo and behold, we made it to

breakfast quickly and without incident. Afterward I found the

Oregon delegation, went to work at the information desk, and at

noon went off alone to find lunch for my fellow workers. No, these

were not milestones; indeed I have done all of them at conventions

since without giving them a second thought. But that day marked the

beginning of my return to excellence--the excellence I must

maintain if I am to serve as a representative of the National

Federation of the Blind. At the end of the day I was exhilarated!

I had not lost my independence forever; it had merely taken a back

seat for a time, and as a result I had begun to feel unsure of

myself. I thank Heaven for that lunch with Rosemary and for her

honesty and encouragement.

     I returned to Portland and set to work removing the tarnish

from my travel skills. Edward and I went to the mall to buy a

birthday gift for Doug. We took the bus downtown and met him for

lunch. Edward even came along while I taught cane travel to some

Federationists in the Portland area. A few months later we moved

here to Albuquerque, New Mexico, where Doug joined Fred Schroeder's

team at the Commission for the Blind, and Edward and I hit the road

again. After all, there is much to be done when you move to a new

town. Yes, I had a few butterflies the first time we set out for

the bus stop, but we traveled around the city easily and without

incident as Edward rode comfortably on my back, dozing in our warm

New Mexico sunshine.

     How fortunate I am to be a part of the National Federation of

the Blind. It was through the NFB that I first learned about

independence, acquired a long white cane, got my first real job,

and met my fantastic husband. When I unwittingly let my skills grow

rusty and my confidence seep away, it was the Federation that got

me back on track again. Independence is a treasure, a hard-earned

reward for a job well done. Whether we know it or not, in

everything we do, we teach. So let us all protect this hard-won

treasure and pass it on whenever we can.
        THE BUDDY SYSTEM PROGRAM: PATHWAY TO INDEPENDENCE

                         by Pamela Dubel

Reprinted from the Fall, 1991, issue of Wings, the Buddy System

Newsletter, Louisiana.
     Growing up as a blind child, I attended a variety of summer

programs designed to teach the alternative techniques of blindness

such as Braille and cane travel. Although the programs were well

intended, they seldom succeeded in providing quality training. They

were missing the key element! That is, they lacked competent blind

adult role models. Without them, I did not develop the confidence

in my ability to perform these skills or in myself as a blind

person.

     Fortunately, times are beginning to change. Today there is an

innovative program which strives to give children quality training

and confidence in themselves as blind people. For the past two

summers I have had the wonderful opportunity to work in the Buddy

System program at the Louisiana Center for the Blind in Ruston.

Over the past three years the Buddy System has touched the lives of

over thirty children and their families. The program's main goal is

to show blind children and their parents that it is respectable to

be blind. Blindness does not mean sitting on the street corner

selling pencils. It is not a tragedy or a punishment. Blindness is

merely a characteristic like blue eyes or brown hair. With equal

opportunity and quality training, a blind person can do the same

things as a sighted person.

     The Buddy System fosters positive attitudes about blindness in

a variety of ways. Since the counselors/instructors are blind, the

children learn effective techniques from successful blind adults.

Classes are taught in Braille, cane travel, computers/typing, and

daily living skills. For five weeks the Buddy System participants

are submerged in a positive and challenging environment. There is,

however, an ample amount of fun thrown in for everyone. Hot air

ballooning, horseback riding, camping, and water skiing were only

a few of the activities that the children and I enjoyed.

     Although five weeks may not sound like a long time, it was

amazing to watch the tremendous growth that occurred. The children

began to realize that it had been their attitudes and not their

blindness that had prevented them from reaching their goals.

Participation in the Buddy System marked the first step on the

journey to independence. I feel honored to have been part of such

an instructive, innovative program. As our motto in the Buddy

System says--"Together We Are Changing What It Means To Be Blind!"
Dear Reader,

     My name is Jennifer Lawson and I am thirteen years old. I am

from Loreauville, Louisiana. I spent most of my summer as a student

at the Louisiana Center for the Blind in Ruston. I was part of the

"Buddy System" program.

     I learned a lot of things that I didn't know before. I also

learned more about the cane than I already knew. I learned that I

shouldn't be embarrassed to go places with my cane because people

will stare at me more if I don't use it than if I do. I am more

confident about crossing streets. I also learned how to cook and

clean by using alternative techniques (that means when we use our

other senses instead of our eyes). We also have seminars when we

talk about being blind. I now feel much better about being blind.

Blind people can do anything!
Dear Reader, 

     My name is Emily Fuselier. I live in St. Martinville,

Louisiana. I am 14 years old. I am a participant in the Buddy

Program at the Louisiana Center for the Blind in Ruston. I was born

blind, but my mother can't pronounce the eye condition I have. I

have been going to school since I was 3 months old. I went to the

Louisiana School for the Blind in Baton Rouge until the 7th

grade.It was harder for me in public school, but it helped me deal

with sighted people better.

     Beginning in the summer of 1991, I entered the Buddy Program

which teaches me good cane travel skills, independent living

skills, Braille, and computers. In the apartment we learned how to

cook for ourselves and do house work.

     In cane travel we learned to cross streets, find addresses,

and go on independent routes. We also learned the proper way to use

a cane. All this was done under sleepshades. The instructor was

Harold Wilson.

     In independent living we learned how to mop, sweep, vacuum,

dust, iron, and wash clothes under sleepshades. The instructor was

Kisa Hampton.

     In computers we worked on the Apple, the IBM, and the

typewriter. I have learned WordPerfect and have increased my typing

speed. The teacher was Melissa Lagroue.

     In Braille class we practiced reading and writing in Braille.

We learned how to use slates (which are very helpful). I was timed

on my slate and I wrote 10.6 words per minute. I am faster each

day. My instructor was Pam Dubel. She was also my counselor.

     After class we had seminars. We talked about dealing with

people; we also talked about being blind. I know that I can be

blind and be confident and independent. I have really enjoyed this

program!
Dear Reader,

     My name is Rosalinda DeRouen and I am from New Orleans. I am

12 years old. I am in the Buddy program at the Louisiana Center for

the Blind with 6 other blind children. Our counselors are also

blind. During the summer we had classes in computers, Braille, cane

travel, and independent living. I have learned how to cook and

clean. I have been camping, swimming, shopping, and horseback

riding. I have also learned how to use my cane so I do not have to

hang on to other people. I am happy to say that I am no longer

afraid of the stove and the grill. I know how to do many things

which will make me more independent. I now realize that I am blind

and that it is okay!
Dear Reader,

     My name Alycia Parr. I am 11 years old. I have learned a lot

in the Buddy System. I learned how to cook, clean, shop, and use my

cane. I finally know the streets. We also do lots of fun things

like camping and horseback riding.

     The cane is very helpful; when I come to a sidewalk, I will be

able to tell where it is. I also learned how to use a slate. It's

very useful. When I want to write, I can bring it with me wherever

I want. I don't have to lug around a 20-pound Brailler.
Dear Reader,

     My name is Jasmine Sethi, and I am 12 years old. I am from New

Jersey, but I came to Louisiana to be in the Buddy System program

at the Louisiana Center for the Blind. The program lasted 5 weeks.

This program teaches alternative techniques for doing simple things

like pouring and harder things like cane travel. We are taught to

do things without using our eyes; instead we use our ears, noses,

mouths, and fingers. I came without the ability to cook, and I am

leaving with the ability to cook if I have a recipe to follow. The

program has also provided me with new experiences. Just a few

examples are: fishing, inner-tubing, and hot air ballooning.

However, the most important lesson I learned is that I am blind and

that it is okay to be blind. I have benefitted from this program,

and others have as well.
Dear Reader, 

     My name is Sham Hasberry, and I am in the Buddy System program

at the Louisiana Center for the Blind. I've learned how to use my

cane properly. At first I didn't know how to use a cane at all. I

have learned some grade two Braille also. My Braille teacher's name

is Pam. Just in case my Mother yells at me, Kisa has helped me

learn how to clean up.

     The first day I came to the Center I was a little nervous, but

Harold taught me about the cane. This is a really good place to

learn. Even though it's five weeks, it's a really good program.

     It was really sort of surprising and neat that I learned how

to use the cane, and it has really helped me. I have a little

sight, but my friends in the Buddy System have taught me some

techniques that I can use without having to rely on my little bit

of sight--and that's very helpful to me.
                  CONNECTICUT PARENTS SEMINAR:

                  "Growing Up With Blindness" 

                        by Sandy Killion
     On March 14 the National Federation of the Blind of

Connecticut sponsored a seminar for parents of blind children

entitled "Growing Up With Blindness."

     Right at the door, a Braille 'n' Speak machine caught parents'

attention as they registered. Cherie Heppe, the nice lady working

the machine, patiently and enthusiastically explained its uses to

us and extolled its virtues. After you got in the door, you came to

a table Betty Woodward had set up with a wealth of information--

pamphlets, books, lists, articles, supply lists, and legislative

notes. With that propitious beginning, the afternoon got off to an

informative format of sharing ideas, experiences, and suggestions.

Throughout the afternoon, the importance of Braille was hammered

into us by each person who spoke. As the parent of a two-time

winner of the state level Braille Readers Are Leaders contest, I

can attest to the truth of their comments. Braille is silent, needs

no batteries, is portable, and has no working parts to break down;

and the books are free from the library (or inexpensive from

Seedlings, etc.). Also, the superiority of the slate and stylus

method of note-taking was emphasized (in spite of some people's

initial resistance to learning it) as being quick, silent, needing

no transcription, and being available for instant reference.

     The rights of parents were outlined by Barbara Cheadle, the

editor of Future Reflections and a parent of a blind child. She

also brought along a brochure of ways to deal with the IEP

(individual education plan) process in planning for a child's

educational needs. We as parents need to be educated and confident

about our child's needs and abilities when we go into such meetings

if we are to gain the necessary services our children need and

deserve.

     The three blind panelists and two parents spoke eloquently of

learning how being equal to sighted peers did not mean being able

to do absolutely everything those peers could do. Mark Stracks, now

a medical student, told humorously of trying, unsuccessfully, to

play basketball and tennis. Barbara Cheadle used an anecdote about

her son to point out how any physical characteristic can be a

limitation--such as being short or tall--and that blindness is just

another physical characteristic.

     Mark Tardiff, now a counselor at Marcy Housing and Shelter

Corp., had gone to Perkins School for the Blind from the age of

five, in spite of some well-meaning folks who advised his parents

that a blind child had no need for school since his future would be

so limited. Christopher Kuczynski, an attorney, shared his

experience in a mainstream education setting, and spoke

convincingly about the combined power of parents when they belong

to organizations like the NFB.

     The main thrust of everyone's comments seemed to be that blind

children need a wide variety of experiences and opportunities, and

they need to believe that they are capable people...which is what

every child needs. 

     Formation of a parent division of the NFB of Connecticut was

discussed. The people present expressed a desire to start such a

group. The time and place of the next meeting will be decided in

the near future, and meanwhile word needs to be spread that a group

is forming to meet the needs of parents of blind children in our

state.

     As a parent, I enjoyed hearing from "survivors" of childhood

and some of their suggestions for making our children's lives

successful. The parents in the audience asked probing and

insightful questions that indicated they had sought hard and long

to give their children the future they are entitled to. I, for one

am looking forward to the next meeting as an enriching experience.
         HOMESCHOOLING THE BLIND, MULTIHANDICAPPED CHILD

                        by Sandy Karpenko
     In the year 1978, we decided to take foster children into our

home. The first placement was a darling little 4-year-old. He just

melted our hearts, and we think of him often and wonder how his

life has turned out so far. The second child we had was a precious

blind baby that I picked up right from the hospital at 3 1/2 weeks

of age. She had been placed by her parents because they emotionally

could not handle the handicaps she faced. She was thought by the

doctors to be no more than a vegetable for life, with no guarantee

of even being able to sit up or use her hands for anything.

     After six months the parents, having no more encouragement

from the doctors, extended her care in our home to a year. At the

end of the year they were to make a final decision--take her home,

place her in a state facility, or release her for adoption. It was

a very, very difficult decision for them. It seemed that for them,

in their emotional state, it was a "no win" decision either way.

They were not uncaring people, or unloving. They had a two-year-old

daughter who was a real handful, and the mom was just a "basket

case" emotionally. We certainly have a very real understanding of

the anguish involved in such a decision. In the end they asked us

if we had ever considered adopting their daughter, and we admitted

that we had. The following week the papers were drawn up, and the

legal process began, making us Sarah's legal parents. She seemed to

fit into our family from day one, and our five older children just

loved her. They didn't think of her as handicapped--just special,

and particularly beautiful.

     Sarah was born with an encephalocele (a large sack on the back

of her head) containing fibrous tissue and part of her brain. The

sack (including the part of her brain) was removed the day after

birth. She remains totally blind, is severely retarded, and has

been seizure-active since birth. She has Cerebral Palsy which

affects her legs in particular. She will bear no weight on her feet

to speak of, and moves around by rolling only when it is

uncomfortable to stay in one position. She is so content she will

literally stay in one position for hours as long as she has

something to play with that she enjoys. She is undoubtedly the

happiest child I have ever seen, and she gives the best hugs and

kisses of anyone in the world! She is happy, outgoing, (even though

she says only a dozen or so words), and unusually affectionate--not

at all a vegetable.

     When Sarah was ten months old we enrolled her in a program

through our local school system in Rochester, New York. It was a

VIP program (Visually Impaired Preschoolers) in our home, where the

physical, occupational, mobility, and speech therapists came

directly to us. The therapists were wonderful, and through the

tears of objection Sarah began to show signs of improvement. She

sat up, rolled over, and objected less to the introduction of new

toys. We went two steps forward, one step back, and have continued

to do so through the years. Those therapists taught me as well as

Sarah, and we followed through with the "teaching" during our hours

alone. We will always be thankful for those wonderful people.

     Then, it came time for her to go to school. We were now living

in the Thousand Island Region of New York, away from the bigger

city, and there were fewer options open to us (home schooling never

occurred to us at the time). Sarah took a bus thirty-five miles to

school and thirty-five miles home each day, falling asleep daily on

the bus and being cranky and miserable much of each afternoon

because she still needed a nap. We were as frustrated as she but

saw no way out. The teachers seemed to be less than professional in

general, and there just didn't seem to be the right placement for

her. They put her where they thought best, but it was never right

for her.

     Then we began to see in the Bible where parents were really

the ones responsible for the raising of their children. We had a

family in our church who was interested in home schooling, and the

pastor asked if I would help her get information. I did. And she

got all set and started teaching. Finally, the Lord sort of tapped

us on the shoulder and said "Hey, what makes Sarah any different?

She's a child and you're responsible for her. So what if she's

handicapped? Deuteronomy 6:6,7 was written for her as well as the

next child." That was it. Within a week, we took her out of school.

It was the middle of an optional summer program, and it was not

necessary to inform the school of the reason for her absence. 

     We contacted HSLDA (Home School Legal Defense Association) and

were sent an application form. We completed it and then, the week

before school began, we sent our letter of intent to home school to

the district superintendent. He very quickly replied and made some

demands on us (which we knew were not legally required). We very

politely refused his offers of "help", and have had no contact

since, except for the New York State required quarterly and yearly

reports. 

     It is very easy to home school in New York with a minimum of

interference from the school districts as long as you follow the

regulations. You don't have to have any special requirements, just

a desire to teach your own child and some form of curriculum. We

wrote our own from the reports the public school had written,

originally using the same goals and methods. We have since changed

those goals to some that we feel are more realistic, and Sarah is

doing very well. Our goals and achievements have consistently been

approved by our district superintendent. Sarah no longer comes home

with any unexplained bruises from people probably lifting her

incorrectly, and she gets her nap whenever she needs it. And most

of all, she is being taught by the people who love her and know her

best--her parents. She is being taught how to live in the

environment and with the people that will be with her for life, not

in a place where we never interact as a family and/or spend leisure

time.

     We are fortunate here to have a Public Health System that

provides us with a respite care. My husband is a pastor, and we

sometimes have appointments or services that are just a little too

much for Sarah to handle. So we have our hours scheduled each week

to fit our schedule at church. We can also call for help if we just

want to go out to supper by ourselves, although last minute hours

are not easy to get. This is paid by insurance. Unfortunately, most

families don't have the advantage of a free service like this, and

we count ourselves extremely blessed. 

     We firmly believe that Sarah lost much valuable time while

attending public school special education classes. She had a

teacher for two years who was qualified to bag groceries at best,

and all the complaining to the head of the board of education got

us parents nowhere until she was fired at the end of the second

year. Meanwhile, our children had become stagnant, some even

regressing (like Sarah), and we were helpless to do a thing. Sarah

then had a wonderful, dedicated teacher who had a tremendous amount

to make up for in what was lost in the previous two years. But it

still was not the best situation for our daughter. Her stubbornness

had only been compounded, and eating was a fight to the finish at

most meals. (The former teacher had stood behind the wheel chair,

arm under Sarah's chin, and force-fed her while she screamed). She

would literally starve to death willingly. We had a lot of

"undoing" to do before we could go forward very much.

     I tried to be very structured in the beginning. I started at

8:00 a.m. and stopped at 11:30 a.m., and worked for an hour or two

after nap--Yuk! It didn't work. I found I was being a slave to the

clock, and Sarah wasn't having any fun. Now we do certain things

like learning body parts while she gets dressed or she sits on the

edge of the bed for a few minutes to do some balancing, a few leg

stretches, range of motion exercises, and then into her wheelchair.

She works on feeding herself her cereal (doing great), and then a

little seat work, which for her is playing my autoharp or guitar

(small finger muscle exercise). Then, maybe she'll take pegs out of

the board or finger paint with chocolate pudding (not one of her

favorites)! Then she does a little standing while supported between

my legs, and then some hopping on the edge of the couch. Then she's

free on the floor to play the rest of the morning while I get the

dishes done, beds made, or whatever other things need to be tended.

When she gets bored, then it's time to do some more work. We keep

it flexible and do lots of things that wouldn't be done as a

regular part of the curriculum at school, as you can imagine. It

seems that a child like Sarah will find a toy and want to play with

nothing else all day. At first I was not allowing her to do this,

but now I find that she's happier and easier to work with (like all

of us) when she's having a good time. Some days we never get to

gross motor skills, and some days we sing all day long--joyful

noises to the Lord! We put in our required hours along the way--

some days more, some days less--but Sarah is happy, rested, and

being taught by loving parents, the way it was meant to be. 

     New York requires 900 hours of teaching a year, from July 1st

to July 1st, and we have never had a problem achieving this. Her

education is in just about everything we do, from morning to night.

Do I ever want to quit? Sure! But then I think of the commands the

Lord gave us, and I think of the bruises, and the napless days and

long hours for Sarah, and teachers who will force feed her and let

her cry while they stand around drinking Pepsi, and I change my

mind so fast. This is the child the Lord gave us, a very special

child who needs very special care, and I wouldn't dream of changing

a thing.

     Home schooling isn't going to be for everyone. I realize this.

But some parents may have never considered it as an option at all.

There are agencies to help with therapy, and in our state I could

even take her to the school just for the therapies she needs. There

are now national networks just for handicapped home schoolers.

There are local support groups all over the country to assist the

growing number of parents who desire to school their children at

home; and there is an increase in the curriculums available,

enabling parents to fit the curriculum to any child's specific

needs. This is the bottom line--a child's specific needs. If your

child is not thriving, or if you feel the school placement isn't

right and a right one is not available where you live, home

schooling may be just the answer for you.
       ON BECOMING A WISE CONSUMER OF LOW VISION SERVICES

                    by Eileen Rivera, M.B.A.

Editor's Note: The following article is reprinted from the April,

1991, Braille Monitor. It is an expanded version of the remarks Ms.

Rivera made to parents at the July 1, 1990, Parents of Blind

Children Division Seminar in Dallas, Texas. At the time, Ms. Rivera

was the Administrative Director of the Wilmer Vision Research and

Rehabilitation Center at Johns Hopkins University. Those interested

in purchasing low vision services and/or equipment will appreciate

Ms. Rivera's sound approach to low vision.
     I want to share with you some practical information about low

vision. My experience is both personal and professional. I will

begin by explaining the nature of low vision programs. Then I will

give you some pointers on how to get the best low vision services

for your child. But first, let me share with you two conversations

I have had with low vision specialists.

     Recently one of my favorite low vision specialists at Wilmer

related to me a most disturbing experience. After evaluating a

middle-aged woman with low vision, she had recommended that the

woman learn to travel independently using a white cane. When she

relayed this to the referring ophthalmologist, he was irate and

retorted, "This is the last time I will refer patients to you! I

sent this woman so that you would help her see, not for you to make

her blind!" You can see that even the best low vision specialists

regularly encounter resistance when advocating nonvisual

techniques.

     This misguided physician thinks that a low vision technique

which uses vision is by definition superior to an alternative

no-vision technique, even when the latter is safer and more

effective.

     I have met low vision specialists who spend hours dreaming up

reasons why blind people with residual vision reject traditional

low vision solutions. One of the most outrageous explanations went

something like this, "I get so angry when my patients insist on

calling themselves blind! I tell them, `As long as you can see

something, you are not blind!'" But it gets worse. This specialist

is convinced that we insist on thinking of ourselves as blind

because we enjoy some vague mystical secondary gains of

blindness--gains like extra doses of paternalism and custodialism,

I suppose. Luckily, this so-called expert does not work at Wilmer.

     These conversations underscore the false assumption that our

alternative techniques must be either completely visual or

completely nonvisual. In reality, many effective systems are not

either/or. Each of us, blind or sighted, regularly uses a

combination of senses in everyday tasks. Well-informed blind

persons with residual vision regularly use this vision when it is

convenient and comfortable, which is a fine thing. Nevertheless,

far too many legally blind individuals are encouraged to rely

solely on vision even when such reliance is uncomfortable and

inefficient. Once our low vision blind kids understand their

options fully, they will be able to make sound decisions about when

and when not to use vision. 

     Unfortunately many low vision blind people never have the

opportunity to learn to make the most of their other senses. Hence

they cling to their vision to the detriment of their overall

efficiency. 

     One program at the Johns Hopkins Wilmer Eye Institute is

different. When we started it, we began by challenging the notions

of the standard delivery of low vision services and are now

developing more sensible delivery systems. While the primary goal

of other low vision clinical programs is to maximize the use of

vision, our goal is to integrate both visual and nonvisual

solutions to maximize true effectiveness and independence. 

We also began with the realization that, while some of the

currently available low vision technology is very good, an awful

lot of it is only narrowly useful--too expensive, restrictive and

difficult to use. Therefore much of our energy is devoted to

designing the technology of the future. 

     What is low vision? The professionals ordinarily define low

vision as best corrected visual acuity below 20/70. The legally

blind are only a subset of the entire low vision population. So it

follows that not all low vision solutions will be appropriate for

our blind kids.

     Low vision specialists are trained to evaluate functional

vision beyond visual acuity. In fact, visual acuity is only one

measure of vision, and an imperfect one at that. While both my

sister Mildred and I are highly myopic, with the same visual

acuity, we have very different functional vision due to different

secondary eye conditions. We respond quite differently to light,

glare, colors, contrast, and motion. We do share a high risk for

retinal detachments and further vision loss. 

     Visual field defects or blind spots have profound effects on

vision. For example, a blind spot obscuring the central field can

make reading impossible, even for a child with an overall visual

acuity of 20/70. 

     Who uses low vision services? Well, the average low vision

patient at Wilmer is a sixty-seven-year-old woman with age-related

macular degeneration. She has a blind spot obscuring her central

vision, and her visual acuity is at 20/120. Her reported prognosis

is "better than legal blindness." Her goals are to find a way to

write checks and read her phone bill, grocery price tags, and daily

paper.

     As you approach the low vision system, understand that the

majority of patients in any low vision service are senior citizens

encountering visual impairment for the first time. Accustomed to

functioning visually, they are seeking a quick fix, a way to get by

in their later years. These seniors are not seeking to compete

effectively with sighted peers at school or work. And even though

they might very well benefit from mastering the alternative

techniques of blindness, their fears interfere with any prospects

of successful rehabilitation. 

     I have found all sorts of misguided, damaging, and

paternalistic attitudes in professional low vision literature of

the 1980s. As parents you will want to be aware of the varied

thinking in the field. Always ask, "Is this approach best for my

child?"

     In Irving R. Dickman's book, Making Life More Livable, with

all that this title implies, I find extensive material about

survival as an older visually impaired person. I read chapters

about the need to modify the environment for the visually impaired.

Twelve pages are sufficient to address the issues of employment and

recreation for the blind. (Rami Rabby, how did you manage to write

a 336-page print book on jobs?) In Dickman's book a mere two pages

were devoted to the possibility of venturing outside the home as a

blind or visually impaired person.

     Making Life More Livable offers the following interpretation

of life with low vision:

     For the two-thirds of older people whose vision has become

noticeably weaker, the comforts of home may dwindle: television

becomes radio, sewing and hobbies become guessing games, and the

joys of cooking become fond memories. [p. 2]

     Sharp edges can be lethal, and low coffee tables almost

guarantee barked shins or worse.... Strategically placed furniture

can help the visually impaired in crossing [the] seemingly vast

spaces of an open living room. [p. 11] 

     For those with the most severe vision problems, home may no

longer be the safe haven it used to be. Steps become icy slides, a

hallway is a perilous passage.... [p. 3]

     Getting through the day can be fatiguing and deeply worrisome,

because of the greater amount of energy needed to assimilate visual

information. [p. 16] 

     If the prospects of low vision are so bleak, one has to wonder

if it wouldn't be simpler to be totally blind. 

     As you might expect, Braille and cane travel are barely

discussed. Let's examine the alternative techniques which are

offered--some of these truly are inferior:
--Use a lighted magnifier to set your stove dial. (Very safe,

unless you have hair.)
--Use a magnifier to check the roast for doneness. (The authors

obviously never tried this--the lens would instantly steam up!)
--Vary the contrast of your dinner plate with that of your food.

(What color plate might one use to serve both steak and potatoes?

Should one avoid meals out, or should one just bring along some

extra china?)
     When evaluating a low vision technique, you must think, how

would a totally blind person do this? Most of my blind friends have

no problem locating and consuming all kinds of food.

     The piece of advice at the top of Dickman's list was for those

who bump into doors because they are looking at their feet as they

walk: "Have someone remove the door." Remembering to close the door

made the bottom of the list.

     The book provides all manner of low vision advice on carrying

water from the sink to the stove without spilling it, finding and

turning on the bedroom light, locating small objects on a bedside

table, seeing how much water is in the tub (float a

brightly-colored toy in the bath water, perhaps an orange rubber

ducky), not scalding oneself, and finding the bath towel, soap,

toilet seat, and toilet tissue (color-contrasting of course).

     From these examples, one might conclude that common sense is

as fleeting as vision and youth. But enough of such nonsense. There

are truly good applications of low vision technology, and there are

places in the country where low vision specialists are being

trained to maximize function rather than vision.

     What are the typical low vision devices? They include such

optical systems as high-powered reading glasses, magnifiers,

telescopes, binoculars, and Closed Circuit Televisions (CCTVs) as

well as non-optical devices like bold line paper, felt tip pens,

and large print materials, playing cards, games, and checks. At

Wilmer we also consider nonvisual items such as long white canes,

Braille watches, needle threaders, and talking clocks as low vision

devices too. But such an inclusive approach is uncommon in the

field.

     Who provides low vision services? A number of professionals

hold themselves out as low vision specialists. At Wilmer our

standard is a doctor of optometry with additional training in low

vision. Ophthalmologists are medical doctors who specialize in the

health of the eye, prescribe medications, and do surgery.

Optometrists, on the other hand, are optical experts. They study

four years to learn the ins and outs of lenses and visual function.

In my opinion the low vision optometrist is better suited to

prescribing optimal lenses and devices for a visually impaired

child than is the ophthalmologist. In fact, most ophthalmologists

are not interested in providing comprehensive low vision services

and prefer to refer their patients to a low vision specialist for

that part of their care.

     If your child is obviously using vision, seek out a good low

vision specialist and begin to develop a working relationship with

him or her. It is perfectly natural and acceptable for your child

to use residual vision, as long as it is comfortable and effective.

Blind children with usable residual vision should have a low vision

evaluation every few years. Through such an assessment one can

begin to learn about existing optical systems that make using

vision more comfortable. Since a low vision evaluation requires

extensive participation on the part of the child, he or she must be

old enough to articulate personal preferences and needs. A typical

work-up can take hours, but the better specialists will customize

the evaluation to match a child's attention span. 

     Parents should prepare for the low vision exam. Plan to be

involved in all stages of the evaluation. Begin observing your

child's visual function. What can he see? How and when does she use

vision? Does he squint? Note reading endurance and typical working

distance. Such information will complement the clinician's visual

assessment. Remember to assure your child that the exam will not

hurt.

     In an evaluation, the specialist will usually assess reading,

writing, distance viewing, mobility, and lighting. By defining

concrete tasks or goals to be performed visually, parents can help

the practitioner tailor the evaluation to the child. Some examples

of goals include checking a price tag in the store, studying a road

map, analyzing a graph, reading the ingredients on a cereal box,

sorting mail, finding a phone number, and viewing a landscape or

chalkboard. 

     Usually the specialist will explore the optical alternatives

first. Be wise consumers. Feel free to ask candid questions about

the practicality of any suggested techniques. For example, some

practical advice for lighting at home might be offered, but ask for

a plan of action for times when lighting is not ideal or

controllable. 

     Children with progressive diseases may find low vision

services frustrating since prescribed devices may become

ineffective in short order. In such cases parents should evaluate

whether time and resources might be better spent in refining

nonvisual skills such as typing, Braille, and cane travel. These

solutions will last a lifetime.

     Feel free to ask questions along the way. Ask for an

explanation of how vision will change as your child matures. Ask

about the significance of presbyopia on low vision blind kids. This

is important since most low vision children depend so heavily on

their ability to focus up close. 

     Give the clinician permission to be frank. Very often, low

vision specialists feel pressured into encouraging purely visual

techniques in order to avoid resistance from the child, parent,

teacher, or referring ophthalmologist. 

     Dr. Gary Rubin, one of my colleagues at Wilmer, studies the

performance of low vision readers. His research indicates that a

person must see a minimum of four characters at a time in order to

read at all fluently.

     A trained low vision specialist will systematically evaluate

reading by measuring reading speed and accuracy at different print

sizes and documenting the print size of the last good reading.

Having determined the optimal print size, the specialist will

select a magnification system which converts actual print size to

the optimal size. (Incidentally, at Wilmer, we are currently

developing a computerized testing system which will facilitate and

significantly speed up this reading evaluation.)

     Low vision reading devices are rather task-specific. One may

need a number of different devices to read assorted print sizes. In

prescribing a reading device, the practitioner must balance the

tradeoffs among print size, field-of-view, and working distance.

The stronger magnifiers require the eye to be less than one inch

from the lens, a less than comfortable position for sustained

reading. Powerful magnifiers also tend to have a small field of

view and so can enlarge only a few characters at a time. These

constraints reduce reading speed. 

     Beware of the quick fix. A vision teacher might insist upon a

low vision exam in hopes of finding some reading device that might

save her from having to teach Braille. If your child is

significantly visually impaired or is legally blind, insist on

Braille now. There is no effective substitute. Even if Braille is

the secondary medium now, it will likely serve as an excellent

resource in later years, as print size diminishes and reading

requirements increase. 

     Think carefully about the long term visual functioning of your

child. Endurance is perhaps the most important factor in

determining an optimal reading system. The progressive nature of

the disease must also be considered. Will a low vision optical

system meet all future career needs? 

     Rarely will a low vision device enable one to curl up

comfortably with a book and read for hours. If the only way your

child can read is by holding a book up to her nose, chances are

that the reading system will become more cumbersome and inadequate

as she matures. This is true even when the visual condition is

reported as stable. Start now to identify nonvisual alternatives.

It's a tragedy to find so many low vision blind students dropping

out of high school and foregoing college. I have observed that

partially sighted kids lacking Braille skills are more likely to

quit school than are their totally blind Braille-reading

classmates. 

     Low vision consultations usually result in a series of

recommendations based upon the predetermined goals. The better low

vision optometrists will provide you a shopping list of choices,

usually ranging in price and effectiveness. The very best

clinicians will be ready to explain the pros and cons of specific

systems and will introduce nonvisual options as well. If the

information is not offered, ask questions.

     Don't expect the average optometrist to be well informed about

nonvisual techniques. Such professionals did not study optics for

four years to spend their time talking about non-optical systems.

Still, ethically, they should be realistic about the ease of use,

practicality, and comfort level of a prescribed device. 

     Consider the ergonomics (the working conditions) of a device.

Ask about headaches, back pain, and eye strain. Understand the

field-of-view limitations and required lighting conditions. Think

about portability. (Currently available CCTVs are barely luggable.)

Ask them how much practice one needs to use a system effectively.

Is the investment warranted? Ask about the usefulness of the device

as vision declines. 

     Finally, one must consider the economics. How much are you

willing to spend? Can the school system or vocational

rehabilitation agency purchase the recommended device? They can

usually be persuaded to cover expenses for items used in class. 

     You might say that I am a classic high partial. I have had a

visual acuity of about 20/200 since birth. As a low vision blind

child, I was never introduced to essential nonvisual skills. My

mobility lessons (if you can call them that) consisted of vision

training, tricks to distinguish between the sidewalk and the grass.

I was encouraged to watch my feet as I walked. Equipped with these

fine travel skills, I never ventured far from home. Braille was

never discussed. Hence I am playing catch-up as an adult.

     Today I use a number of practical low vision devices on the

job. I also have a drawer-full of useless gadgets prescribed for me

in my youth. Perhaps my best low vision device is a pair of soft

contact lenses. A long white cane enables me confidently to come

and go as I please. My computer with large print display and

capacity to produce large print text is a valuable tool. And a pair

of sun filters help eliminate bothersome glare--all good things.

Perhaps my favorite low tech low vision aid is a tinted piece of

plastic which reduces glare when placed over a printed page. All of

these are fine tools. 

     Would you like to hear what is in my reject drawer? Several

pairs of reading glasses, prescription sunglasses, and a

spectacle-mounted telescope. I never found much use for magnifiers

because of the restrictive field of view and their annoying optical

distortions. 

     The fact that these items don't work for me doesn't mean they

are not helpful for others. The selection and use of low vision

devices are highly individual. The best way to identify useful

devices is to have a comprehensive low vision evaluation. A good

service will allow one to borrow a device to test at home. Of

course, this may not be possible with custom-made items. Remember

that visual goals change as does technology, so plan to return

every few years to see what's new. 

     Telescopic lenses are big-ticket low vision devices.

Telescopes definitely work. Many people with low vision keep a

telescope handy for occasional spotting tasks, but I know very few

who enjoy using them for extended viewing. My visual acuity

improves significantly through a telescope of perhaps 20/80.

However, this is only through a twelve-degree field-of-view, so

there are tradeoffs. 

     Some commonly recommended applications of telescopes are

reading a street sign or checking a traffic signal. I find it

quicker to ask a stranger the street name rather than to search for

the sign through the telescope. If the sun is too bright or too

dim, I have difficulty reading the sign even after I have located

it. I sometimes feel awkward and vulnerable standing at an

intersection using both hands to focus my telescope. My fear is

that someone might snatch my pocketbook while I am off guard.

Listening for oncoming traffic before crossing is definitely more

reliable than depending on the color of a traffic signal. 

Telescopes are also recommended for viewing the blackboard or

watching a play. I have tried to use a spectacle-mounted telescope

in the classroom. For the first time ever, I could see the writing

on the chalkboard! But, as I worked with the telescope, I became so

absorbed with scanning, focusing, and copying the board material

that I was missing the professor's entire lecture. After a

two-month trial, I decided that using the telescope in this way was

too fatiguing and actually interfered with my learning, so I

returned to other alternative techniques.

     Low vision enthusiasts recommend telescopes for extended TV

viewing and watching sports events. I also find this draining. I do

enjoy using the telescope to examine the costumes of a cast in a

play, but then I usually forget about the telescope and enjoy the

show.

     Some professionals will blame this lack of enthusiasm for

telescopes on insufficient vision training. But the way I see it is

that the fact that vision enhancement is technically feasible

doesn't automatically make it a good idea. Encourage your kids to

keep their low vision tools in perspective; make sure they have

other alternative skills from which to draw. This way they can have

the best of both worlds.

     When seeking low vision services, remember that some low

vision specialists will encourage your kids to use vision at all

cost. Remember that visual and nonvisual techniques need not

compete. They should complement one another. By understanding the

bias of the professionals, you can make the best, most informed

decisions for your low vision blind child now and for the future.

Above all else, trust your instincts!

     Finally, let me comment on working effectively with your eye

doctors. Many of them confess that they feel comfortable only when

dealing with eye disorders and the health of the visual system. To

them, blindness is a personal failure. After all, their careers are

devoted to preventing and arresting blindness. This is their bias

and expertise. The majority of physicians lack any specific

training in advising blind patients. They feel unprepared to

discuss vision loss with their patients. Furthermore, since

ophthalmologists spend most of their energies on newly diagnosed

visually impaired persons who lack any training and

self-confidence, they understandably form erroneous conclusions

about the helplessness and hopelessness of the blind. They know

almost nothing about the alternative techniques and strategies used

successfully by the blind. 

     While ideally we would like all physicians and optometrists to

be fully informed about blindness and to think beyond purely visual

solutions to truly effective and efficient ones, we must be

prepared to make the most of their current knowledge

base--knowledge about vision and the physical workings of the eye.

However, we must reach further. We must devote more energy to

befriending and educating these important eye care professionals.

By introducing them to competent and well adjusted blind persons,

we can teach them where to turn with questions or for advice. We

must begin to reach out to our eye doctors now, for our good, for

their good, and for the good of the next generation. 
                   New Jersey Parents Organize

This report comes from Carol Castellano, the president of our newly

organized NFB Parents of Blind Children Division in New Jersey:
March 13, 1992:

     It is with great excitement that I report to you the formation

of the Parents of Blind Children Division of the NFB-NJ. I am

writing now in the warm afterglow of our second meeting which took

place last evening. Five New Jersey Federationists and two other

blind adults generously gave of their time and insight to speak to

a room full of parents and teachers. One mother of an 18-month-old

traveled 2 1/2 hours from across the state to get to our meeting.

I think she found her time well spent; she received much

information in answer to her pertinent questions. After the meeting

she asked how I got to know so many blind people and how she could

organize meetings in her part of the state!

     The information we are offering is being well received. It was

gratifying to see that virtually every page of Federation

literature available at our meetings was taken home by parents. On

many days I receive phone calls from parents around the state who

express great interest in our meeting agendas and literature. There

are about 140 families on our mailing list, and the responses are

still coming in. Our monthly newsletter, which will announce

meetings and keep parents informed of happenings in our state, goes

out to parents on our mailing list. We are planning to present a

parents seminar in the fall. We are working on an agenda for that

meeting. We are looking forward to a well-attended state convention

next month. Many parents are planning to be there. The POBC--NFB-NJ

officers are: president, Carol Castellano; first vice president,

Archie Holzer; second vice president, Janice Poracky; secretary,

Elizabeth Klunek; board members: Amy Kaiser, Alice Letche, and

Darlene Scanell.
                   Helping Children Understand

Aloma Bouma is one of the leaders of the Federation in Nebraska.

She, along with representatives of other disability groups,

recently spoke at a meeting of the Lincoln Association for the

Education of Young Children. The following is a brief report of

their comments as published in the LAEYC Newsletter:
      Helping Children Understand People With Disabilities

A brief summary of points raised by David Sipp, Nancy Erickson, and Aloma Bouma,

September 9, 1991 LAEYC meeting.
* Preschool children need information about people with

disabilities. Their questions should be answered honestly and

completely.

* Chances to become familiar with or aware of sign language should

be provided for all children. Children can learn to sign words such

as "hello" or "thank you," and these can be incorporated into the

daily routine.

* People with disabilities should be included matter-of-factly into

the program. Consider, for example, inviting a person in a

wheelchair to visit your classroom as a guest reader. If questions

occur about the wheelchair, they can be answered honestly and

openly.

* Never have children "pretend" to be blind by wearing a blindfold.

This only scares children and does not give them an accurate idea

of what it is like to be blind.

* Before reading stories about children or people with disabilities

to your class, you may want to check with some of the organizations

below to check on the accuracy of the stories. [National Federation

of the Blind of Nebraska and Nebraska Commission for Hearing

Impaired].

* Never refer to people with disabilities as "special." This sets

up unrealistic expectations and only serves to artificially

categorize people. Appreciate each person as a unique individual.
                        "One To Grow On!"

We have been asked to print the following announcement:
     The popular children's cassette story series, "One To Grow

On!" is now available in an audio cassette and Braille read-along

format, complete with tactile pictures, from Braille International,

Inc. "One To Grow On!" stories, written by Trenna Daniells, help

children learn positive values and the difference between right and

wrong. Animal and mythical characters stimulate imagination and

creativity, while music and sound effects engage attention. Raised

dot pictures, produced through a new method devised by Braille

International, Inc., add a unique element to the books, which help

children who are blind build their Braille reading skills while

listening to the audio story. Braille International, Inc. is one

the nation's largest producers of Braille materials. The non-profit

organization also operates the Wm. A. Thomas Book Store. The only

all-Braille retail book store in the nation offers 250 titles of

fiction, non-fiction, children's, and reference books. "One To Grow

On!" stories are available for $10.95 per title. Payment may be

made by MasterCard, VISA, and Discover, as well as checks or money

order. To order titles, or to request a free catalog of all books

available through Braille International, Inc., contact Jeri

Brubaker, publications director, toll-free at 1-800-336-3142. Mail

orders should be sent to Braille International, Inc., 3142 S.E. Jay

Street, Stuart, Florida 34997.
                  APH Offers Toll-Free Service

We have been asked to print the following announcement:
     The American Printing House for the Blind carries hundreds of

products that support the independence of people who are blind or

visually impaired. From Braille, large type, and recorded

publications to educational aids, tools, and supplies--we have

products for learning and for living. Now, if you have any

questions about our products, or if you would like to order any of

them over the phone with a credit card, we'll pay for the call!

Dial 1-800-223-1839. Call between 8:00 a.m. and 4:30 p.m. Eastern

Time, Monday through Friday anywhere in the U.S.A. or Canada. For

all other calls, please continue to use (502) 895-2405.
                           Eye Patches

The following item is reprinted from the May, 1991, Pediatrics for

Parents newsletter:
     The usual treatment for a corneal abrasion (scratch on the

surface of the eye) is an antibiotic drop or ointment and a patch

for 24-48 hours. The antibiotic is to prevent infection, and the

patch is to prevent further scratching. Unfortunately, both are

difficult to do. It's hard to get the antibiotic into your child's

eye, and keeping the patch on is next to impossible. A small

British study found that patching offered no benefit and may

increase the amount of discomfort. The study, done with adults,

found that patching did not expedite healing and actually caused

more pain than no patch. The authors conclude that once any foreign

material is removed from the eye, antibiotics alone are sufficient

treatment for corneal abrasions. Patching is unnecessary, may

increase discomfort, and, at least with children, may only lead to

increased parental aggravation.

--The Lancet, 3/16/91, p. 643.
                           Kid Tested!

We have been asked to print the following announcement:
     Kid Tested [an audio cassette] is written, produced and sung

by Connie Crocket and Morgan Garza, Caterpillar Music Co. The

first-rate lyrics and toe-tapping melodies compel you to sing right

along. (Printed lyrics come with each cassette.) Kid Tested is

wholesome, educational entertainment, promoting positive thoughts

and actions with such ear-pleasing tunes as "Mr. Policeman" and

"It's Okay to Feel." The songs capture childhood good times--"Going

Muddlin" and fantasies--"The Cowboy and Me." Our next project due

this summer is "The Magic Child," a modern fairy tale dealing with

drug abuse. There will be a cassette of the music and a play book

to accompany. (The story is written in play form so it can be

performed or read along with the music.) Kid Tested is available

for $9.98 each plus $1.00 for shipping and handling (also a 7.25%

tax for California residents) from: Flights of Fantasy, 587 F North

Ventu Park Road, #436, Newbury Park, California 91320.
                           New Museum

This information comes from the April/May, 1992, newsletter of our

newly organized Parents of Blind Children Division of the NFB of

New Jersey:
     The recently opened Children's Museum in Paramus, NJ, is a

great place to take a blind child. Inspired by the Please Touch

Museum in Philadelphia, this is a place where children can have

hands-on fun. In an around-the-world maze, children can try on

wooden shoes, make a windmill turn, bang a Chinese gong, and much

more. The rest of the huge museum is separated into

areas--prehistoric caves to walk through complete with cave

paintings and bones; a hospital operating room with skeleton,

doctors' coats, and operating table; a diner with a child-sized

counter and stools, cash registers, and lots of play food; an

ancient world exhibit with child-sized models of the Sphinx and

Greek columns; a real fire truck to climb on, steer, and ring the

bell; a real helicopter (children can put on astronaut suits before

climbing in); a real sailboat; a music room with instruments and

synthesizers; a deep-sea diving room with flippers and goggles and

sharks mounted on the wall; a TV news studio; an area with a real

construction vehicle to climb in and cross sections of doors,

walls, and windows to show how they are built; areas full of

building toys and manipulatives (you can get lots of ideas here);

and much more. The museum has a section on disabilities--children

can ride in a wheelchair and learn how to form their names in sign

from picture cards. The section on blindness at the moment has only

a feeling box, but the museum management seemed very open to

exhibit the tools and alternative techniques that blind people use

to accomplish tasks. I would caution you to have an adult for every

child you bring. The place is huge and separated into sections and

every few minutes we heard an announcement about a lost child.

Strollers are not allowed. The museum would probably be of most

interest to children ages (or developmental ages) 3 to 12. The

admission is $6.00 per person and $7.00 on weekends. Call for hours

and directions: (201) 262-5151.